Darn i knew this would happen, I'm using the journal as a diary >.< all well, I've never been able to keep up a diary despite the numerous cute notebooks i bought that I promised to write in, lol

I guess since this has the potential to be read i feel like im talking to some one, and it helps relieve stress, is that weird??? I feel more awkward privatley writing to myself in the form of a diary, then publicly writing to myself where anyone and everyone can read it. All well ^.^

I actually like getting comments, it makes me feel like I’m not just talking to myself, as much at least, even though I don't know if you guys read through all this.

Well I got a little more behind in school... And I have so much due in the next 2 days its not even funny, I have 3 midterms in 2 days (2 of which are 10min apart) and they all are covering more material in each subject then I have ever had to learn. It doesn’t help that I only understood about 3 of the 12 physics HW problems, the rest i needed 'help' on. I use the term help freely b/c, help can mean anything from slight assistance to being spoon fed the material that I still have yet to understand.

Chemistry and Economics aren't looking much better, I'm usually good in chem. but these chapters are all new, all long, and all feed off material from a quarter ago I don’t really remember.. lots of stuff I'm expected to know, that I don't. and nomenclature! what old fart decided

"lets combine numbers, more numbers, letters symbols commas dashes and elements which we can add various suffixes, prefixes, roman numerals and Latin to, until we have names of compounds such as tetraamminediiodoplatinum(III) tetraiodoplatinate(III)!”

Unfortunately I do see the worth of naming compounds in such a way as to be explicit, but I deny that I do b/c it’s a huge pain to memorize, like five different sets of rules for different systems of naming.

Wow, this is getting long O.o if anyone reads this far I’ll be impressed. Man it takes me like 4 hours to write a paragraph of an essay, but like 10min to write a freaking novel of whatever’s on my mind. I guess that’s true for everyone, maybe not Puffs, he’s very good at not being verbose.

I’m less stressed now, this really works! Even though I’m going to get no sleep and I originally was gonna just mope, I feel a lot better now! Hmmm I have an essay outline and a practice ID essay due at 8AM… all well ^.^

Well I totally forgot what I originally planned to write down when I decided to post this entry, and I think the length of this thing is beginning to scare me. Hahaha. Man I really wish I remembered what I had planned to write down! I’m such a nut, I think since I’m already writing I’m gonna start that essay thing. peace